anyways, i spent the night at daniel's house. i love watching Neeley. i love that dog. <3
so last night, i opened up to someone. and this someone is a pretty awesome person. anyways, i opened up about my love for things. stuff like Manhunt, GTA...the usual stupid stuff. anyways, i felt dumb because to me, and what i opened up about, means literally...the WORLD to me. and when i take my mind back to those times, it can really hurt. it can seriously bring me down. but sometimes, i enjoy that feeling. the feeling of being there and not here. sometimes, it just feels like "anywhere but here" and i know that's not good. but, sometimes, i just can't help it.