so, i really need a PS2. i really, really miss playing my PS2 greats. like Manhunt and San Andreas. it's so strange, i'm so strange. i listen to my song and if i close my eyes, can feel it. if i see screenshots, i see it. if i think hard enough...it's like i'm there. i miss you. anyways, the summer sucks. i hate summers soo much. they're so lame. but it's nice to have someone like her around. so close, yet so far away. so yeah, i'm really going to do it. i've put this off since 2002. it's been way too long. I want to finish it and move on. be a better Jacob. 2.0 plus i'll probably get a cool gift a shit too. yay! anyways, that's it for now. it's still surprisingly cool outside. it's been sooo cloudy lately but it hasn't produced any moisture. or not enough really. anyways...that's it. bye now.