I took my GED test today. and i'm seeing the Killers tomorrow. pretty excited.
sometimes, and trust me, i don't know why...but...i get so pissed off lately. i use to not be this way. i mean, i've always had a short fuse...at times. but the way things have gone lately have just been...leaving me with a sour taste in my mouth. and believe me, i do NOT like it. sometimes i hate it so much that i inflict my own pain on myself to outdo the pain caused by others. caused by my own stupid actions, thoughts control. anyways, it makes it quite difficult to focus on whatever may be in front of me throughout the day. like....work or tests, or good things like family being in town or concerts. i'm such a mess to be with...to call a boyfriend. oh well. because one day, i'll be nothing more than a memory, nothing more than a remembrance. i don't have a legacy that will live on...or great stories. i have nothing. just a life full of jokes, funny kid in the classroom, boyfriend to regret. NOTHING.